confession

currently listening to 'I have never been to me'

I finally confess.YEs,i hav confess.
after the confession,i rather i don't confess.i rather keep the current style than now.I can't b normal for tmr or whenever i met him.i can't pretend that that nothing happened or wad.i felt so weird after confessing nt weird abt him but myself.i really dun noe why.although tmr is the last day of sch but i still cant.Why i cnt talk to him normally or wad n pretend nothing happened... ...I felt hurt when he said that 'nt act normal but BE normal nt act.BE.'It makes me feel that I have to do this juz nt to make him feel guilty n wad really hurt is the way he sound{to me}is command me nt asked me.And all i want is an accurate ans nt ' i duno' or 'how?'I really hate myself for confessing
i admit that i really like him.I do.I will be right here waiting.
The only thing i can do now is to say'I will be normal tmr'