collect many photo

sometimes i wonder y i collect so many donghae's photo and video? becoz i like him?becoz i think he is cute?
anyway,now i m a korea fans.currenly,i m addicted for korea drama n SJ.i watched korea drama on youtube borrow VCD or DVD from someone.As fro Sj,i join their official forum,read wad other fans had said n went to search for their news.I realise something too.Why fans like to call their idol oppa?
is like oppa means brother,right?why is oppa?WHy nt called them husband or dear or boyfriend in korea?isn't it better?my limit is watch their live performance at youtube or asked joyce to send me as her sis had a lot of them.i felt weird calling donghae oppa.dun ask me why coz i dun even know the answer.Sometimes i really have to praise some fans.beocz they really support their idol alot.they leave comment everyday.buy their album n cup or wadever things tat their idol printed on it,cry after shaking hands with them,chase after them wherever they go.compare to myself,is nt really support.i juz save their photos get their song from joyce n that it.i really have to thx joyce for sending me all the files despite that the file
is really big.THX JOYCE^.^
2007 is coming to an end.
very fast is the year of 2008
one of my friends asked me whether i hav forget him.i have been thinking this question .i have to face the reality.i have to admit that the answer is no.
but i finally c his real 'face' so I m nt that sad but feel lucky for myself.