Sometimes,it not how long it counts but is those attach with the person that counts.

I asked myself, do I still want to talk or hang out with him. The answer is yes. I asked myself, will we be just like how it used to be. The answer is no. I do have the urge to text him "I miss you" but I can't. I wanna talked to him regardless of anything or using them as excuses just to talk to him. I guess I'm just too attach to him.
He is one of the very few who can calm me down with few words and encourage me at the same time. I do not need to explain much whatever I told him. He straight away get what I'm trying to say and give me advise. He never fail to make me laugh even through texts, days when I can laugh really hard by reading his replies. He will say he will bring me whenever he had something nice, he said he will bring me to explore after school but I guess its now just a dream. A dream that cannot be reach. Yes,I'm in no position to be say anything cause in the first place, both of us are nothing. That's the part hurts most. I'm in no position to be jealous or angry. Or maybe I don't even have the right to miss him.

He is someone that I don't think I can find anymore.