My heart is still shattered.

First time, feeling as if someone tear your hear apart, you are mentally restless, people talked to you and you just ignored.
First time, you stare into blank air and think of those memories though you tried your best to keep yourself occupied and started to cry.
First time, when you going out and you are trying to find his sight among the crowd.
First time, you feel like seeing him but you fear of seeing him.
First time, when you are going to sleep but you can't sleep and you just thinking all the moments with him and started to cry.
First time, you didn't know your tears can keep on rolling and you just couldn't stop.
First time, you know how not worth it to think but you still miss him and recall every single moments.

First time, you know how much a person can affect you so much.