Even if I don't feel moody, he still appear in my mind. Is like becoming a habit which I fear of. Sometimes I didn't even think but it jist appear.Situation which my sub-conscious mind telling myself how nice if he is here etc. Tests and assignments due dates are just round the corner and I know this is when I shouldn't lose my focus. I shouldn't let it affecting my studies which is far way more important.

120 days is all I need to get over and move on. Basically this is the average days people get over another. Hopefully, it works for me or even better less than 120 days. 

75 more days for me.