Didn't went for mon morning lesson as I overslept. The night before was really miserable for me. I couldn't sleep despite trying very hard. I kept on thinking about him and teared but I controlled.  

 Went to school for afternoon lesson and guess what. Yea, I saw him.  This time was at the canteen. I didn't realise he was there only when he said hello to me. My mimd was blank when I noticed his existence. And I just look at him blankly and wave back and walked away. This time was really eye-contact. I wasn't ready for this and I kind of break down. The feeling is sucky when you and another person were so close and now you don't even dare to say a proper hello. And damm it, I do still want him.