to him

finish english n chinese xam le.the stressness{is there such word} reduce but still gt maths,hist,science,lit n dnt.
know a lot of things from someone which makes me thinks that y u lie to me?


i don't believe you didn't went

today go to sch,he also go to sch.notice that he cut his hair but still prefer his previous hairstyle.
look at his leg,its nt like wad i think.juz onli one cute small plaster on his leg.i think is nt serious as i think.then during maths period when miss gan was teaching ,he came n sit beside me then i asked him wad happen to his leg n y he fell down n when he injured his leg.
today.joyce didn't go to sch hope tmr she going:D
going to have a family gathering with mother's side relatives which is having a BBQ party on 13/10..they juz rent the pit thingy but didn't rent the chalet:(,:)quite sad n happy coz cnt stay overnight which means no nid to pack things:)
k-box change date le from 12/9 to 11/9.hope it will b FUN!


~hope he can run as normal~

hope he will get well soon

juz finish watching 公主小妹ep2,ii used to think that the show is nt nice coz the storyline is normal but after u watched finish one ep u fall in luv with the show .everytime i watched finish 1 ep i feel like continue watching but cnt coz one week onli gt one epT.T
didn't go to sch today coz sick then know that he didn't go to school .heard that he injured his leg,hope it is nt too serious.worried for him coz exam coming n leg injured can b quite serious.u c my tagboard u can read all the sweet senteneces from my friensd:) hope hes nt tat toot like wad aggie said.



~hope he will get well soon and can play basketball as soon as possible~

i like u

to him

I admit that i like you.
i quite sure that u noe that i like u but y u won't ask n left me to suffer?I wan to confess to u but i dun hav enough courage n enough confidence to do it.everytime i want to forget it,u always come to me n talk tome.i really feel very happy when u talk to me.i nt saying that is ur fault to talk to me or wad,at least ask me or hint me instead of pretend nothing happening.If u r girl,try to think 'how does it feel when a girl like a guy for almost 2 yrs?'find the answer urself.

today,i finally talk to him.{confused}
my friends has been telling me to confess to him on the last day of sch but i dun have courage yet.after school,buy the push pop sweet for myself to cheer myself up but no use.today had maths test n he asked me how is the maths test so i juz said"ok la."although is only two words but these 2 words makes me hesitated.wad i hesitate is should i forget him or wad.i know that i still can't forget him or get rid of him out of my heart.



juz can't forget u./?

thx joyce

today is a great challenage for me.:(
i try to avoid him n whenever i think of him my eyeballs will turn to his direction.i try to stop turning his direction,but like wad i said be4,my heart won't follow my command.my heart will juz follow his direction wherever he is or wadever he is doing,whether he is playing basketball,walk to the teacher,or he juz sneeze,all these caught my heart attention.i think i m trapped in a box that outsider may thinks is stupid!
i really feel like shouting out loud,let all the unhappiness in me escape,i wish his name run away from me far,far away but this won't help,because his person is still in my mind or in my heart.

i hav to thx joyce for giving me the lee dong hae photo to cheer me up:)thx,joyce!


"You Know it,But U Dun Want To Tell Me,and left me to suffer"

like these 2 days weather,cooling n nice:)
the weather makes me think a lot.
i wonder y God made him appear in my life,in my mind..of coz,i cant find the answer for that question.outsider may think that y i 单恋 till so sad n miserable.i admit that he is the i crush on the longest time,perhaps is i m the one who think too much or wadever stuff.most of my dear friends have been telling me nt to think too much n cheer me up{which helps me a lot}.is nt that i want to think abt him is tat whenever i m free or wad,his name straight away come to my mind n it last quite long.the feeling is like:when he on9,i wish to talk to him but i dun wan to talk to him,understand the feeling?there are so many guys in the world but y i fall in luv with him nt others?wadever it is,i still have a crush on him.

u make me cry... ...u make me happy... ...u make me angry... ...u make me all kinds of xpressions... ...

today,stay at home n b a emo girl?
mum cooked laksa which is nt bad n had leave a gd impression among my family members.completed my compo for chi de,i think hor...y muz copy one more time .is like a waste of ink n paper n energy!
i hav to thank my dear friends which listen to my troubles for these days.Although i still feel troubled n sad but i feeling much more better now,thx a lot.i actually agree wad kelly had said n she have the same thinking for that thingy.THX A LOT ,FRIENDS!:)



~the distance between me n him is getting further n further.~

finish

the 3 days of workshop finally finish le!!

yesterday went to singapore discovery centre n national museum...so tiring

at the discovery centre can't find info ant Elizabeth Choy..then went to the museum also can't find.the museum make some of the place quite creepy.

today,hav our presentation didn't won but miss woo say its creative!:)

me,joyce,jiawei n leon will b the contestants while cheryl will b the host,as fo rkri he holding the props

we muz press the bell thingy if we know the answer.in the end.jiawei win but we all had it planned le .at 1st thought that is our group will win but in the end is 2e4 win.:(but never mind coz our group is creative!~

edit the lee dong hae on my own!so nice,right?i know its nice:P

1st day for the course

1st day for the workshop,its kind of fun n sianz

me in the same group with joyce,cheryl,jiawei,kri n leon..

the teacher in charge for my group is miss cheong n miss woo..we learn the singapore history n hav to discover more abt Singapore hero their contribution,background n lots of things

tmr hav to go to out of the school n learn hope its fun!:)

Holiday

holiday has over......

finally finish my history n lit holiday homework{phew}sunday watched High School musical2{HSM2}quite disappointed for the show..no wonder ppl always said part1 is always the best. i agree. but anyway the sharpay{nt sure of the spelling} role has done a great job.while i watching i feel like slapping her but this is a gd thing coz she act as a baddie.yesterday,1st day of sch still quite ok coz 2 teachers never come so had 3 free periods.had the chance to talk to him n its a quite a nice chat?

today, come out from the MRT station suddenly raining heavily so i was like oh gosh didn't bring umbrella:Pso is aggie.so we stand under the shelter many students also standing with us ying hong also..then after a while saw jiawei at 1st we thought gt umbrella but jiawei umbrella was too small..so jiawei go 1st.then the rain nt tat big aggie n i ran towards the D&T there.didn't get really wet coz we were walking fast.yinghong very dry coz he gt umbrella..reached class then timo asked wheres jiawei?so i said dunnoe,he said jiawei bring umbrella for us i was quite surprised coz never thought of tat...then he came up to class{thx jiawei}

tmr still nid to go for the wadever workshop which i think is stupid.the exam is getting nearer n nearer the teachers r lacking of lessons n yet the sch still wan us to attend the wadever workshop which is from 7.35-3.30 OMG!! is like so sianz can!hope its nt like robotics like wad i attend during my primary sch life.:X

gt this pic to cheer me up KIM JEONG HOON !!!!!WOWWWWWWWWW!!!

sianz

4.9.07 is a sianz day for me.

early in the morning,i woken up by my dad phone call..which makes me so frutrated.

pick up the phone call went back slp again but can't so decided to brush my teeth n start a brand new day.had milo+cookies for breakfast then nothing to do.-.called joyce asking her whether she wanna come my hse to play maple or stuff like that then she said cnt her mum haven come back n asked me if i wanna play maple .so i go play maple.lvl up lethen asked joyce whether wanna xplore orbis so the 1st place we went is aqua road.i like there coz u when u reached there u can bounce{sort of}then off9 watch my lovely samsoon. so sianz can,stay alone at home for the day

the amount of sianess in me i think i uncountable..my mum asked me whether i wanna go to nanny there n stay but i dun wan .i think tmr is another sianz day for me:)

i like this photo of ming dao:D

currently listening to born to make u happy

holidays r coming but it also means tat final yr exam is coming.

HOMEWORK.which is alot from lit mindmap to history project can b really tiring tmr still nid to go back for extra history lessons.2hrs somemore

very fast going to seperate from 2e5T_Ti really love the class alot...

i really feel very tired.yesterday went to the denist to pull the thread in my mouth out,its kinda of pain but i didn't cry^^on fri,went arcade with vicki,huiling,aggie,timo n chen hsin ,its kinda of fun n fall in luv with the mario car racing!

these few days hav been thinking quite a lot of things...one of it discuss with my dear friends but in the end still dun hav a perfect answer.recently didn't talk to him much .i think me n u de distance is getting longer n longer.actually the distance was getting shorter n shorter but u mess it up or should i say i mess it up? i try to talk to u but the plan didn't turn out well .....mayb i give up

tired of losing you